Equius Zahhak (
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exsilium2013-04-15 05:22 am
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Entry tags:
- feferi peixes (homestuck),
- ruka (yu-gi-oh!),
- sollux captor (homestuck),
- vanadi (original),
- ✝ alphonse elric (fullmetal alchemist),
- ✝ equius zahhak (homestuck),
- ✝ eridan ampora [homestuck],
- ✝ nepeta leijon (homestuck),
- ✝ painwheel (skullgirls),
- ✝ roxy lalonde (homestuck),
- ✝ tier halibel (bleach),
- ✝ vriska serket (homestuck)
014 ♐ Text: Get e%tremely flustered over something trivial.
D --> I will not stand for this any longer
D --> Stand for f001ishness upon one hundred thousand prior, equally unsolicited f001ishnesses
D --> No, my keyboard does not need to be fi%ed
D --> Yes, I choose to type in this fashion, gosh darnit
D --> I canter e%actly understand why that concept is so e%tremely difficolt for you all to cram into your ossified mind compartments but perhaps it's because most of you revolting juveniles can barely use your diaperstubs let alone properly make use of your communication devices
D --> I am a troll, and like my fellow Alternians, I use a te%t quirk to properly e%press my individuality and perhaps e%emplify my bucking interests in a visual fashion
D --> I am coltsiderably perple%ed and quite frankly, ine%cusably teed off by this continuing damper on my forced thralldom here
D --> So stop asking or for fiddlesticking sakes ask me here and now and discontinue this e%cessively annoying line of questioning in the future
D --> Stand for f001ishness upon one hundred thousand prior, equally unsolicited f001ishnesses
D --> No, my keyboard does not need to be fi%ed
D --> Yes, I choose to type in this fashion, gosh darnit
D --> I canter e%actly understand why that concept is so e%tremely difficolt for you all to cram into your ossified mind compartments but perhaps it's because most of you revolting juveniles can barely use your diaperstubs let alone properly make use of your communication devices
D --> I am a troll, and like my fellow Alternians, I use a te%t quirk to properly e%press my individuality and perhaps e%emplify my bucking interests in a visual fashion
D --> I am coltsiderably perple%ed and quite frankly, ine%cusably teed off by this continuing damper on my forced thralldom here
D --> So stop asking or for fiddlesticking sakes ask me here and now and discontinue this e%cessively annoying line of questioning in the future
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D --> I should just make myself more presentable
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:33 < its just me equius
:33 < theres no n33d silly x33
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D --> Give me a short while and then head to my workshop
[Because seriously he's been putting robots in 'kill mode' out of commission for hours now, he needs a blasted shower.]
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:33 < ill be at the shop in twenty minutes
text -> Action;
[Twenty minutes, well alright then, that gives him enough time to shower. As for the fighting cage he was in full of still smoking robots? He'll leave that to tend to later.]
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Hey!
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Greetings Nepeta. [Said with a slightly hoarse tone from her sudden weight and the feeling of being smashed to the ground. If he had wanted, whenever this happens, he could've purposely stood his ground and played brick wall to her pounce. Yet- having Nepeta tackle him as she does almost makes him feel- well- less strong, and in a good way, even if he adores his extremely imposing physical prowess. Sometimes it's nice to feel like you won't crush someone just by embracing them.]
You arrival was extremely prompt, remember early is sometimes just as deplorable as late. But I won't fault you for being eager for my company.
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[She rolls off him, flopping down on the ground right next to him.]
You feeling better?
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Hm, yes I suppose the shower helped relieve me in some manner, and with extensive use of my robots I've been at peace more these last few days. [A huff, titling his head away from her a little.]
And of course with your assistance since your arrival. [Even with Vanadi for the most part, expunged from his life now, it was hard to dwell too much with Nepeta right there. Lowblood or not, even just her presence did wonders for him.]
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You know I'm always happy to help--that I've been able to help. I'm glad that you've been feeling better.
[She still had her doubts about how suited she was to being Equius' moirail right now...but she wanted to do her best. She wasn't going to give up, and to hear that she'd been of help really touched her]
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Yes, much better, still with some reservations about, my entire Vanadi conundrum, but I'm just not sure about that anymore. [A sigh, smile fading. He closes his eyes, focusing on the small amount of weight against him.]
I'm beginning to think such affectionate romance is something I'm not meant to experience... [Twice now it's fallen flat, he's sure, not that his heart doesn't still beat for both Aradia and Vanadi, he really needs to work on his attachment issues.]
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Hey, if it didn't work out, I'm sad to hear that, but we're still way too young to be thinking that way. [Even if Nepeta had done the same thing at times]
Getting together, breaking up--that happens a lot and I'm pretty sure that applies to everyone. It's not many who get it right the first and in a way it helps us to figure out just what we want and need in a partner. There'll be others, Equius, who will see what they have in you.
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See what in me, exactly. I don't think I know what I want really. [He certainly knows what excites him but... that's not really working out.]
This would be so much easier if Megido allowed me to force her to love me.
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And they'll see what I see. A well intentioned, strong, and blow-your-mind smart troll with a sweet heart beneath [and she tickles his chest a little] that grumpy surface.
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Hmph. [Sits up a bit more, crossing his arms over his chest after her slight touch.] I'm not exactly sure why all of that is so very difficult for them to see either. How extravagant and STRONG I am is right there, dangit, if you just look at me. I shouldn't be at fault for their screwball skepticisms.
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[She puts a hand to his shoulder to further try and soothe him]
Everyone seeks something different. They are all wonderful traits--we just need to the find the one who can appreciate them. It's a little more difficult for us trolls now, since there are so few up us and that inevitably brings up all the issues that come with dating outside of our species. But we'll find someone.
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[His muscles relax a little from that touch, arms still crossed.]
Find them, but I've already found someone who should appreciate me. She's just too blind to see it, so thus, I have to try my hand at fixing that. [His brows furrow.] And Vanadi- [He's still not sure what to say about him. He stills- seems to want him in ways but- that's extremely different and he has no idea how to place words to those particular feelings besides-]
I can't give Vanadi the attention his flaws cause him to need. [Attention of many, many, many different people, but for some reason that just makes Vanadi even more sad.]
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[She gives his shoulder a squeeze] Learn from these two experiences--both about what you want, and how to deal with having a relationship with another species, but don't let them hold you back.
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You're very different now, Nepeta.
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How do you mean?
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/threadjack because it needs to be said
[Yes, Helmsman, focus in on the most important part of the conversation, like always.]
They're action right now, Nep went to meet him in person.
reading comprehension! I have it!