musclebeast: Vouloir ♐ HS (D --> Dramatic)
Equius Zahhak ([personal profile] musclebeast) wrote in [community profile] exsilium2013-04-15 05:22 am

014 ♐ Text: Get e%tremely flustered over something trivial.

D --> I will not stand for this any longer
D --> Stand for f001ishness upon one hundred thousand prior, equally unsolicited f001ishnesses
D --> No, my keyboard does not need to be fi%ed
D --> Yes, I choose to type in this fashion, gosh darnit
D --> I canter e%actly understand why that concept is so e%tremely difficolt for you all to cram into your ossified mind compartments but perhaps it's because most of you revolting juveniles can barely use your diaperstubs let alone properly make use of your communication devices
D --> I am a troll, and like my fellow Alternians, I use a te%t quirk to properly e%press my individuality and perhaps e%emplify my bucking interests in a visual fashion
D --> I am coltsiderably perple%ed and quite frankly, ine%cusably teed off by this continuing damper on my forced thralldom here
D --> So stop asking or for fiddlesticking sakes ask me here and now and discontinue this e%cessively annoying line of questioning in the future
moirailcompass: (she'll close her eyes and fly away)

[personal profile] moirailcompass 2013-04-16 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
:33 < huh :??
:33 < its just me equius
:33 < theres no n33d silly x33
moirailcompass: (But if I didn't say it)

[personal profile] moirailcompass 2013-04-16 12:34 pm (UTC)(link)
:33 < ok ok if you insist fuddy duddy
:33 < ill be at the shop in twenty minutes
moirailcompass: (pic#3121035)

[personal profile] moirailcompass 2013-04-16 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[Nepeta doesn't have much else to do so she is there a little earlier, hanging in Equius' shop and seeing what he has laying around. Predictably when he opens that door, she greets him with a pounce]

Hey!
moirailcompass: (I don’t know what it’s like to be alive)

[personal profile] moirailcompass 2013-04-16 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[She gives a small roll of her eyes at the chastisement.] Whatever you say, Captain.

[She rolls off him, flopping down on the ground right next to him.]

You feeling better?
moirailcompass: (pic#5655503)

[personal profile] moirailcompass 2013-04-16 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[It really did make her happy to hear that. Equius deserved it after the troubling days he had had not too long ago. She leaned against him and smiled.]

You know I'm always happy to help--that I've been able to help. I'm glad that you've been feeling better.

[She still had her doubts about how suited she was to being Equius' moirail right now...but she wanted to do her best. She wasn't going to give up, and to hear that she'd been of help really touched her]
moirailcompass: (pic#5108854)

[personal profile] moirailcompass 2013-04-16 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Is...are you guys still trying to make it work or? [From the way he spoke it didn't seem like it and she supposed given what he had told her about Vanadi's reasons for trying to break up with him she shouldn't be too surprised. Still. She had been hoping it would work out for his sake.]
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[personal profile] moirailcompass 2013-04-16 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[:((]

Hey, if it didn't work out, I'm sad to hear that, but we're still way too young to be thinking that way. [Even if Nepeta had done the same thing at times]

Getting together, breaking up--that happens a lot and I'm pretty sure that applies to everyone. It's not many who get it right the first and in a way it helps us to figure out just what we want and need in a partner. There'll be others, Equius, who will see what they have in you.
moirailcompass: (I know you think that)

[personal profile] moirailcompass 2013-04-17 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
No, Equius. It wouldn't be. Because what you would have had with her wouldn't be love. You can't force someone to love you--at best you can make an empty illusion of it but. I don't think you would have been really happy with that, would you?

And they'll see what I see. A well intentioned, strong, and blow-your-mind smart troll with a sweet heart beneath [and she tickles his chest a little] that grumpy surface.
moirailcompass: (pic#4631274)

[personal profile] moirailcompass 2013-04-17 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
Love isn't the field of science. You can't manufacture love. It's not even the field of magic. Even if I had learned how to use my heart powers I wouldn't have been able to make some feel the real thing.

[She puts a hand to his shoulder to further try and soothe him]

Everyone seeks something different. They are all wonderful traits--we just need to the find the one who can appreciate them. It's a little more difficult for us trolls now, since there are so few up us and that inevitably brings up all the issues that come with dating outside of our species. But we'll find someone.

moirailcompass: (pic#3121038)

[personal profile] moirailcompass 2013-04-17 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
[It hurts to hear him talk like that.] It's hard, Equius, trust me I know. But the trials and wait are going to all be worth it in the end. Don't give up on finding the real thing, because you do not deserve any less that. Aradia...Vanadi. If they can't return your feelings in the way you want then it's not meant to be. Perhaps things might change in the future but that's not something to cling onto because it's a big maybe.

[She gives his shoulder a squeeze] Learn from these two experiences--both about what you want, and how to deal with having a relationship with another species, but don't let them hold you back.
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[personal profile] moirailcompass 2013-04-17 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
[She blushes a little, looking down self-consciously, uncertain if that's a good or bad thing. She gives a small shrug]

How do you mean?

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maiinframe: (suspended)

/threadjack because it needs to be said

[personal profile] maiinframe 2013-04-17 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Such programming ith almost alwayth doomed to fail.

[Yes, Helmsman, focus in on the most important part of the conversation, like always.]
maiinframe: (rainbows)

reading comprehension! I have it!

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