exsilium | one (text) ♞ ❝stop right there, that's exactly where i lost it.❞

[Sorry, he gave up on trying to text a while ago.

And what he admits is something he hid for so long, but now that it was known, and making peace with the fact that it wasn't completely his fault, it was so much easier to say.]

I...couldn't control mine when I was younger. It didn't end well.

[ he doesn't feel comfortable enough here to go around spouting voice or video, so unfortunately, Leo gets text back. maybe he'll loosen up later in conversation.

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Sorry.

Can you can control it now?

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You find someone to help teach you how to control these powers properly so you don't endanger yourself or others.

[lmao mages what what.]

And that second question is awfully intrusive, don't you think?

That kind of person doesn't exist.

No. You can answer with a 'yes' or 'no', or not answer at all.

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My father sent me to the nearest town's Mages Guild. There, I was taught how to control and focus my magic.

A guild?

What kind of magic can you do?

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Yes.

To the second.

How did you deal with it?

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What does this say?

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after a sigh, he reads his post aloud, voice blank, only added by; ]

What language do you usually read in?

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Practice. The key to controlling yourself or your powers is through practice.

No.

Even if it's a dangerous power?

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That's simple, you find something durable who can take it, and attack them head on with your abilities. That usually works out well for figuring things out, especially if they fight back!

Oh, and the answer to the second question is no, not really, no.

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Never tried that before.

[ so it's worth a try... ]

That's how you've always trained?

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D --> You continue to work with your %ills until you can properly command them

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So: practice?

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To have the spirit eye, I have spent many long ordeals in the cryptes. It is a thing of meditating and testing.

Meditating?

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You have to train a lot and study a lot

Study about what?

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video (private); ... marty, never change. /giggling

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he tries, man :(

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he tried so hard and got so far but in the end he was a cutiepie. c:

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that's kinda being an awkward question there, brother.
JUST GOTTA MOTHERFUCKIN MASTER YOURSELF, AIN'T THAT IT?
maybe have a guy beside you to help you out with that controllin and shit.

'Master yourself'... never heard it like that before.

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Powers are like any other tool or talent, you have to practice and train with it in order to learn control and what your limits are.

I'd be surprised if people said they had no regrets. Everyone that I know has done something they wish they could undo or take back.

Sounds like a lot of people have no regrets so far. Maybe different worlds have a different concept of regret.

I've heard a lot of 'practice', but I don't think that's a possibility for me.

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A lot of 'practice'. I don't know if it'll help.

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