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[now here's someone you haven't heard from in awhile. remember when she was trying to get a meeting organized?

well yeah that fell through as soon as somebody started poisoning the waterhole. while her physical appearance is tidied up and her expression is set and strong, there's a tired look in her eyes. she's somewhere in her flat.]

My apologies for having not been on top of recent events as of late. It seems as though I had...suffered the brunt of these induced hallucinations and nightmares.

[she rubs the back of her neck absentmindedly. she's forgotten that the chip's still there.]

Had I not been incapacitated, perhaps my suggested meeting could have been organized and brought light to the issues at hand. However it seems that everything, for the most part, is sorted out for the time being. I still hold the belief that gathering together to talk and plan, whether it be in relation to missions or current events, is still in our best interest. I will put that on hold, however, for it seems there are some amongst us who feel it is best to flee.

I find that running from ones problems does not solve much of anything, but so be it. I have my hopes that you return...[ALMOST ADDED AS AN AFTERTHOUGHT] safe, of course.

Now then, if there is anything you feel as though I have missed while I was...[she's searching for a word to use, brows narrowed thoughtfully] out of commission please feel free to relay me the information. I would greatly appreciate it.

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I had been thinking that they had taken you away, like they have of others.

The others as in those who have decided to leave?

Or have there been kidnappings?

More like those that just are gone, not the people who are trying to find a light in this bleak world.

As-in those that simply vanished?

Has there still been no word on these disappearances?

Yes. For instance I had two people in my apartment when I arrived and now they are gone.

No. I assumed they were sent back home or found unsuitable for their needs, and yet they are still bringing more in, including children.

Let us hope they were returned home. I could only hope the same will happen to all of us eventually.

Of course, more children. What's a war without child soldiers.

That is a pleasant thought to have.

A ridiculous one, no doubt.

Another reason why this meeting is necessary. To figure out how exactly we should handle these children.

I have known many who could, in fact, handle themselves in a fight. At home I was trained with a sword and arrow since I was seven. However, something as large scale as this is worrisome to say the least.

Some of them may protest about being mere children... But I do understand what you are saying. There are many things that need to be said and worked out.

And hopefully such can be worked out before the next mission or, dare I say it, disaster strikes.

I do hope they will give us a better chance at making our own planning for missions - the last would have been much more cleaner if given a chance.

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