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[salvagedsoul]

Hello, everyone.

I have been in United Earth territory since June. I was released last week. Although I have been inspected and declared safe by the Initiative, I feel that it is my obligation to notify you all of what happened.

I am very eager to see some of you again. I am staying in my assigned housing at 502 while I continue to recover. Please come by at your convenience.


((feel free to use this post for both network conversations and action!))

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[salvagedsoul]

you...

Nill. Right?

[reassures]

Right.

Welcome back to the island.

[salvagedsoul]

Thank you. I've missed it.

[reassures]

You're welcome.

Your friends were worried about you.

[salvagedsoul]

I've failed them. I wonder what I will do now.

[reassures]

You made it back here alive. That's more than most people are capable of.

You haven't failed anyone.

[salvagedsoul]

Only at the will of those who kept me.

[reassures]

Does that matter?

[salvagedsoul]

Would it matter to you?

[reassures]

Yes.

But it would not matter more than making it back alive. It's better than being sent back in a body bag, only to be revived-- or not come back at all.

[salvagedsoul]

[oh Nill, you still don't know his history with that subject.]

Death may be the only true freedom there is.

[ private ]

[reassures]

Death is the only true freedom.

It's better for the people here that you didn't come back dead. That would have been much worse than failing them.

[In the eyes of the people here, anyway. Not so much for him, but well... It sounded like he had enough experience that one more death wouldn't make much difference.]

[ private ]

[salvagedsoul]

I failed them when I left.

[ permaprivate ]

[reassures]

If you think you failed them, then make it up to them. There's nothing else you can do about that.

[salvagedsoul]

What does one do when others are angry with him?

[reassures]

You apologize-- and try not to do whatever you did to make them angry again if you can help it.

[salvagedsoul]

There are people I care about who don't take apologies well, even if they try.

[reassures]

Then you have to try to make it up for them in some other way.

If they won't accept apologies, then-- I think the best thing you can do is wait. If they're that upset, then they probably just need time to stop being upset.

[salvagedsoul]

Yes... you're right. Thank you for the advice. You are very patient.

[reassures]

I've known a lot of people.

You never said if I could get you anything. I have tea.

[It's pretty shitty tea, but slightly better than nothing?]

[salvagedsoul]

Only if I may learn the face and voice of this strange person who has been a surprising counselor to me.

[reassures]

Okay. I'll make the tea here and bring it over.

[salvagedsoul]

Thank you, Nill.

502.

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[reassures]

You're welcome.

[About twenty minutes later there's going to be a knock at the door! If he doesn't answer it, since she's not sure what kind of state he's in, she'll just slip in provided the door's open.]

[salvagedsoul]

[The door's open, and one of his roommates would have probably let her in anyway. Kaworu is in his room, sitting back in bed, looking out the window. When he hears her stop in the doorway, he glances over.

Is this "Nill"? Kaworu didn't realize that Nill was a she. Her mature face and demeanor is clear, even with her more whimsical clothing. He offers her a polite smile.]