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[perdre]

I miss home. I know that's normal, I know - I know there's nothing that can be done about it. I try to keep that in mind so it won't get to me so much. Everyone is so nice and helpful, even with everything going on. I'm very thankful, and - I would like to think I have made some friends.

[There's a pause, and he sighs softly. He suddenly isn't sure why he decided to start this feed.]

It's weird... one of the things I miss the most is hearing my language. [a little exhale, followed by a contradictory smile.] I wasn't used to speaking English for so long until I came here.

... Are all of you from English-speaking countries?

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[demonbloodblade]

I respect them. I can use them. I just don't trust them.

Although the ones they have here are much more reliable than the ones where I come from. You don't need to pour in the powder and stuff the ball in and then hope it doesn't explode. Much more efficient... but not nearly as... I don't want to use 'satisfying', because that's not what I mean, but... it's so detached. If I do violence, I want to see the effects of it. Not from bloodlust, but to remind me of what I'm doing and why, so I understand the cost to everyone involved.

[perdre]

I can get that. [violence for the sake of violence... sometimes Peter has to indulge in it, somewhat, to satisfy the urges of the wolf. But there is always a purpose.]