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“Haruka Takahashi” ([personal profile] heartsink) wrote in [community profile] exsilium2013-02-20 06:49 pm

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[the name associated with this post/account and all her subsequent comments herein (or elsewhere) is "Haruka Takahashi"]

I used to have dreams like this.

Well, not exactly like this, I mean. Nothing so specific. But you know how it goes, don't you? Girl dislikes her situation, the way her life is going, the way people treat her, wishes she were anywhere else but there. Then a strange thing occurs, and there's this whole other world that needs her, specifically her. This place sees her for who she is, sees her strengths and the change she wants, and it tells her that she's needed to save this other world. Protect it. She's the only one who can. Like a hero, a ruler, or something else. That part changes pretty easily, I think.

There's a lot of stories like that, too, of course. I don't think I'm the only one who's had a dream like that. We all have our little unhappinesses. And sometimes the new kingdom, she loves it so much she never wants to go home. Sometimes being there just makes her miss everything she left behind, and she does everything she can to go back.

Of course, when I say I used to have dreams like this, that would mean I woke up from them, too.

I suppose this is like that. In a way. It's been almost three weeks now, but I guess I'm still trying to get used to it, that's all.

What were your dreams? Did you have them? Or do you, still? Whatever they are, or were, I hope you keep in mind that you can't trust them. There's no Truth to dreams.
speakveryclearly: Kanaya and Vriska are in schoolgirl uniforms. Vriska has a bandage on her neck and her hand on Kanaya's tie. (Schoolgirl)

I wish I were sorry for the content of this tag but I'm not

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-23 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
All The Trolls On Our Home Planet
Some Of These Humans Before Any Abduction Occurred
The Other Three Ive Only Met Here
Theyre
To Oversimplify Affiliated With Our Universe
But We Didnt Actually Get Acquainted Before Being Recruited Together


Do You Know Anyone Here Haruka
speakveryclearly: Kanaya has her hand on Eridan's cheek, and their faces are far too close for this to be a merely friendly moment. Pencil (Touch)

Monocular emotes kill me hard ;___O

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-23 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
In Fact Given The Three Weeks Separating Now And Your Arrival The Next Wave Of Transports Isnt Especially Far Away
Meaning It Could Happen In Future Very Plausibly
speakveryclearly: Someone holds Kanaya's chin in their hand; she looks over at them, eyes lidded, blushing slightly, brows raised. (Uncomfortable)

Dead 3XI

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-23 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Not sure... how to read...]

Really
Interesting
I Hadnt Expected That From You
speakveryclearly: Kanaya holds sleeping Karkat's head in her lap, petting his hair, and looks down at him somberly. (Dedication)

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-23 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
Well
When You Put It Like That Its Disingenuous
But I Thought You Expressed Doubts About This Whole War Effort
So It Seemed Surprising That Youd Be Willing To See Your Peers Here Anyway
Even Though I Can Certainly Sympathize With That Sentiment
Sharing It Myself
speakveryclearly: Kanaya with faintly upquirked lips and eyebrows at a whimsical Terezi. (Uncertainty)

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-23 07:42 am (UTC)(link)
Oh
Well
I Suppose Thats A Misunderstanding On My Part
Though If You Could Mean Either The Positive Or The Negative By Finger-Crossing
Making The Gesture Without Indicating Which Robs It Of Meaning Either Way At All Does It Not
speakveryclearly: Kanaya with faintly upquirked lips and eyebrows at a whimsical Terezi. (Uncertainty)

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-23 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
So Youre Not Going To Use The Monocular Faces After All Then
speakveryclearly: Kanaya and Vriska are in schoolgirl uniforms. Vriska has a bandage on her neck and her hand on Kanaya's tie. (Schoolgirl)

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-23 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
That Is An Admitted Pitfall Of Being A Quirk-Using Girl In A Quirkless World
Though It Has No Bearing On Private Correspondence With Informed Parties
speakveryclearly: Kanaya looking up with bright eyes. Wearing her red dress modestly with black gloves. (Learned)

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-23 02:05 pm (UTC)(link)
It Would Be Relatively Easy For You To Simply Refrain From Making Any Expressions Outside Of Such Situations
Textually
speakveryclearly: Kanaya with faintly upquirked lips and eyebrows at a whimsical Terezi. (Uncertainty)

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-24 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
Ive Never Known Any Other Humans Who Modify Their Emoticons At All Actually
speakveryclearly: Kanaya cradles Gamzee's chin in her hand as she happily makes a purple mess of his neck. (Sweet)

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-24 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
Though
Roxy Is Particularly Prone To Using An Expression Commonly Compared To A Cats Mouth
:3
Like So
speakveryclearly: Kanaya and Vriska are in schoolgirl uniforms. Vriska has a bandage on her neck and her hand on Kanaya's tie. (Schoolgirl)

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-24 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
['Is "that one" a subtle innuendo meaning "Roxy",' Kanaya does not ask herself because a scenario as elaborate as a CRAU still has not come anywhere near occurring to her]

That Looks Like It Would Take Quite A Long Time To Type And Be Easy To Mess Up
speakveryclearly: Kanaya and Vriska are in schoolgirl uniforms. Vriska has a bandage on her neck and her hand on Kanaya's tie. (Schoolgirl)

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-24 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
(☆(☆(0_0)☆)☆)
Are You Sure
speakveryclearly: Kanaya rendered with ugly realism, staring at the viewer like rotten meat. (Undead)

[personal profile] speakveryclearly 2013-02-24 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
I See You Went Further Than Mere Dot Subtraction In That Face
An Advantage To Your "Not" That Complicated Rendering Techniques

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Haruka ur not deth

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Undeath is contagious

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Trust...

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