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[ex_symbioses706]

( she fiddles with the settings for a while, trying to make herself anonymous, but ultimately gives up and leaves it at that one filter )

i have a question if it's alright with everyone. i mean um if you think you might like someone but you're not sure, how do you find out? especially if you thought you liked someone else i mean do like someone else!! but they're not here either so is that weird?? it's just kind of confusing so i'm not sure what to do.

thank you and sorry for bothering everyone!!

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[ex_symbioses706]

i see....that makes sense.

but can i ask you a question sheryl?

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[galactically]

Sure, Ranka. Go right ahead.

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[ex_symbioses706]

well

you know i remember everything now

about what happens with grace and the vajra and their planet and everything

and also about my past

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[galactically]

Yes, I know.

... Your past? I never knew about that.

What's the problem?

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[ex_symbioses706]

the 117th large-scale survey convoy that was destroyed 11 years ago

that we found part of that landed on gallia 4

that's where i used to live with my mom and my brother - brera

but it wasn't destroyed by a fold fault at all it was because of the vajra

because my song called them there

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[galactically]

[All the important info in one short message. There's a delay of a minute before she responds back. Sheryl is indeed surprised.]

Ranka... I knew you never wanted to have that power, but I didn't expect that to be the reason.

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[ex_symbioses706]

but what that really means is that it's my fault that happened

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[galactically]

You said it happened 11 years ago... but that means you were really young. Just a little girl back then!

I don't think you could've known about your song's power at that time.

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[ex_symbioses706]

mm that was the first time i found out about it. but even if i didn't know it still killed so many people, including my mom and almost brera

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[galactically]

I'm sorry to hear that.

While it's true that it caused deaths... I think what's most important is that you're able to recognize it and learn from it. You can't change what happened in the past, but you can move forward.

No matter what you do, you're still Ranka Lee to me. You'll always be my treasured friend.