Mithos Yggdrasil [ Kharlan Hero ] (
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Entry tags:
- collette (animorphs),
- kaworu nagisa (evangelion),
- sophie (tales of graces),
- stephanie brown (dc comics),
- tori crawford (original),
- ✝ belthazar spellscry (original),
- ✝ kratos aurion [tales of symphonia],
- ✝ lee chaolan (tekken),
- ✝ lena duchannes [the caster chronicles],
- ✝ lloyd irving [tales of symphonia],
- ✝ serah farron [ffxiii-2],
- ✝ the helmsman (homestuck),
- ✞ — dropped characters — ✞
one. [ voice ]
[ it's been a month and mithos has gotten pretty situated here. however, other than getting used to the new place when he could (aka when they're not being transported somewhere else) he hasn't really ... done much else.
and that has included meeting others and getting to know them. and now that the person he really knew from back home seemed to have been avoiding him a week or so ago he feels... lonely.
perhaps a bit more than he should. and within that a pile of other emotions that come with it. he's doing a good job trying to suppress them but it's only a matter of time.
but as an attempt to rid of them, a question. ]
How easy is it for some of you to make friends? Or even become acquainted with someone. I know some people find it easier than others, so if you find it easy what is it that makes it easy for you?
[ he already somewhat knows the answer to the other side of the question. and there is always the 'i don't care' answer but that is one he doesn't want to hear right now.
there is a small pause ]
And what do you do when you're alone with no one to talk to.
[ because he certainly feels like he has no one to talk to right now. maybe it's partially why he's making this? ]
and that has included meeting others and getting to know them. and now that the person he really knew from back home seemed to have been avoiding him a week or so ago he feels... lonely.
perhaps a bit more than he should. and within that a pile of other emotions that come with it. he's doing a good job trying to suppress them but it's only a matter of time.
but as an attempt to rid of them, a question. ]
How easy is it for some of you to make friends? Or even become acquainted with someone. I know some people find it easier than others, so if you find it easy what is it that makes it easy for you?
[ he already somewhat knows the answer to the other side of the question. and there is always the 'i don't care' answer but that is one he doesn't want to hear right now.
there is a small pause ]
And what do you do when you're alone with no one to talk to.
[ because he certainly feels like he has no one to talk to right now. maybe it's partially why he's making this? ]
[action] suuuuper late fjdkslf
So Kratos knew about the future and it wasn't a good one. But he doesn't want Mithos to ask about it. And not only that, but he had been in another world and Kratos had done the same thing?
He doesn't quite understand about him being in another world before he if he doesn't recall, but he could tell that Kratos seems very sincere about this.
Mithos wanted to question why Lloyd would have Yuan's ring. He really did. But instead he pushed it to the back of his mind, finally deciding that he would accept Kratos' plea. If his future was as bad as Kratos says, then perhaps it is best that he not hears of the details. ]
All right. I won't ask of any details about the future. At least I understand why you were so harsh to me; that it had something to do with the future.
[ He's be lying if he didn't have questions about that as well but ... ]
You're my mentor and my friend. I may lose you as one in the future, but I don't want to lose you now. You're... you're the only one I can trust in this world. I don't want to lose that.
[action] you know i love tags from you no matter how long they take~
I will do whatever necessary to retain your trust.
[Ah, something else does need to get said after all that. To have someone be so willing to listen to this sort of a request and then accept it deserves a thanks at the very least.]
Thank you, Mithos, and I truly apologize if that behavior had hurt you.
[action] <3 i love my olga tags so it works out~
I'm glad to hear it.
[ Because to lose the only person who he currently thinks he can trust right in a world where there is currently no one else would hurt. A lot.
Finally, there was a small smile on him after Kratos' next words. ]
Don't worry. We just have to look forward from here, right?
[action] <3
Yes, that's exactly right.