video; dated to after everyone gets back from uruguay

[ex_bandai157]

( well, that was - something. fifteen is not an age he'd ever wanted to experience again for a number of reasons, all of which stand out vividly in mind right now. there was so much he didn't know then, driven by a raw need for revenge and to get his answers, still hanging on mr maverick's every word. he wasn't happier then but things were simpler then, more cut and dry, and he was more certain of things than he may ever be now.

he sighs before he can stop himself, offering the feed a long-suffering expression. )

I'd like to thank everyone who helped me ( there's a slight stress on the last word ) in the last two weeks as I was getting reacquainted with living here - especially since I wasn't particularly easy to deal with, at that age. Presumably, everyone's aware that disruptions like this are difficult to predict or control, but if anyone would still like an apology for my behavior, I can't say it wouldn't be deserved.

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[ex_bandai157]

( he doesn't understand - wishes, someone named mami(san?) - but the emotional outburst leaves him all the more sure something's happened, something really awful.

his own reply may seem cold, but it's serious and level. )

I'm not asking you to explain what happened, but it's foolish to make judgments based on incomplete information. That only leads to making poor choices; without knowing the full circumstances, as I said, I'm unable to truly judge.

lmao weh.............

[fortissimos]

[ She can't understand his reasoning. The only things left are worse — all the times she was too late to help people, what she said to Madoka that day, the fact she regretted saving Hitomi, even for just a second. What she's already said should be more than enough to condemn her (would be, if she was hearing it from someone else), and if she explained the rest... ]

You know enough. [ Her hands are still shaking, but it doesn't show through in her voice. It's entirely devoid of emotion. ] But if you really think that, then I'll decide instead. If I stay near you, it'll cause problems, so... I'll make sure that doesn't happen. You won't see me again.