video -> text

[theguideless]

[backdated to the 3-4 a.m. hours after mission end/return!

just a brief video, though, because Marty's not having any of this. black rings under the eyes, a weary, frustrated look on his face...and one long huff as he manages to find the right button and switch that shit off.

text:]

John i need more of that medisin you gave me
Im sorry i didnt mean to run out so fast

Lee [lol Lea he can't spell] im sorry i dont think i can be a friend anymore
Sorry

Nobodys going to get to go back still are they?

Comments

[caligulas_aquarium]

GOD i told you its fine
wwe havvent evven spoken in a wwhile wwhatre you goin on about noww im pretty sure you apologized for evverythin an a half already

[theguideless]

I know
I guess i dont know what better i can say
You were nice to me but dont have to be and i cant do anything like that
Im glad you didnt get hurt when everything went bad but i dont think i should be talking to you anymore

[caligulas_aquarium]

wwhoa wwhoa wwhoa hold the fuck up wwhat do you mean you dont think you should be talkin to me anymore
wwhats that supposed to mean
did someone put you up to this
wwho wwas it
wwhat did they tell you

[theguideless]

Nobody its my fault not yours or anyones
I dont want to mess up anyone else

[caligulas_aquarium]

wwhat the fuck are you TALKIN about all this cagey shit aint sittin wwell wwith me
wwhat the fuck is wwrong wwith you
either get into details wwith the truth or just admit you wwant nothin to do wwith me cause you cant stand me
go on fuckin say it you wwouldnt be the first you sure as hell wwont be the last i reckon

[EMOTIONAL THEATRICS: ENGAGE]

[theguideless]

[OH NO HERE GO HELL COME]

No its not that
Im just not allowed to
Its a rule for a reason
Darkovs cant be around other people

[caligulas_aquarium]

that isnt explainin anythin WWHY NOT

[theguideless]

Because i hurt people or get them killed
Were not supposed to do anything but try to help when its apropriete and then go away
When theres something bad to kill

[caligulas_aquarium]

oh is that it
fuck i thought there wwas somethin seriously up here for a second
ill put it this wway you fuckin WWISH you could put me in that sort a danger
trust me
fuckin try as hard as you might it aint happenin

[theguideless]

I dont want to try

[caligulas_aquarium]

wwell if youre not trying howw COULD you
problem solvved

[theguideless]

It just happens
Like bad luck or when i mess up

[caligulas_aquarium]

luck aint real kinda like magic
no exactly like magic actually

god this is startin to get annoyin look wwill you just DROP IT already an cut the hoofbeastshit
did somethin happen on the mission or somethin
did you finally get the guts to kill someone but freak out after it

[theguideless]

I didnt want to kill anybody im not allowed to
I dont want to let that happen anymore

1/2

[caligulas_aquarium]

so thats a yes

[caligulas_aquarium]

look
killin people isnt that big a deal
especially wwhen its necessary
sure youre freakin out noww about it but youll deal ww it evventually
an you wwont givve a shit
hell maybe youll NEVVER givve a shit about it
so cut the shitty freakout act already its pissin me off

[theguideless]

I cant think like that im not supposed to
Even if nobody finds out to punish me its still wrong and its worse when its people kind to me

[caligulas_aquarium]

wwait

so




wwhat did you kill a friend a yours or somethin

[theguideless]

Yes i think so

[Private]

[caligulas_aquarium]

[Because well awkward topic to be left public, so this shit is now private.]

look
either they forgivve you an are actually a friend
or they dont an you realize youre better off wwithout them
its as simple as that

[Private]

[theguideless]

[luckily for Mr. Feels, Marty doesn't know jack about un-privating shit.]

Hes already dead
And its better to not bother anybody else so it doesnt happen again

[Private]

[caligulas_aquarium]

dont be a fuckin retard
of course it isnt
you find people you dont kill
you just keep goin an evventually you find someone wwho you dont end up killin an can be friends wwith an sit wwith them on top a the corpse pile an theyre fine wwith it cause theyre your friend
then
wwell
you hope for the best
theyre draggin in people from a bunch of different univverses
that kinda ups the chances of findin someone like that for you right

[he may or may not be projecting here]

[Private]

[theguideless]

[LMFAO ERIDAN


CORPSE.............PILE............MARTIN'S GETTING WORRIED ABOUT HOW FAR DERAILED THIS WHOLE THING HAS BECOME.]

I dont think thats a good idea for something like me im sorry

[Private]

[caligulas_aquarium]

howw wwould you knoww that if you havvent givven it a shot
im not sayin go out on a murder spree obvviously killin is still a big deal for you
all im sayin is youll nevver be okay wwith it if you givve up noww

[Private]

[theguideless]

I dont want to be okay with it id ont want to get anyone else killed