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alice GOT 2 COVERS NOW BITCH ([personal profile] bunnivore) wrote in [community profile] exsilium2014-01-06 02:10 pm

video ♚ oo1.

[ it had been a just one night since oz's departure and alice had more or less kept quiet. after spending a night searching fruitlessly, she spent the rest of the dark hours sulking with (1) gilbert nightray until they eventually fall asleep, buried in the sheets like sad children who have lost the dearest thing they held at night.

in the morning alice wakes up and her first instinct is to cry, but the second is something more violent... and of course she goes with that instead.

THERE'S A LOUD BANG. something appears to have fallen and shattered, although it's hard to say when things are happening off-screen. and before anyone can attempt to understand what just happened, they get an earful from one angry looking young girl shouting into the tablet. she never did care for this thing, but at least she knows now that someone will be able to hear her. ]


THEY TOOK OZ AWAY! I WON'T FORGIVE THEM. [ her head's clear but it's hard to stop yelling when you're so upset. if someone could hear her, feel threatened by her,

help her

then she might actually have time to think and calm down. ]
How dare they take him away without my permission? Don't they know its the master's job to take care of their servant? How am I suppose to do that when he's not here? Huh? SOMEONE GIVE HIM BACK! NOW! I'm waiting!

[ don't be fooled by her tough exterior, she's gonna burst into tears any minute now.

oh. there you go. the tears roll down. ]


This is all your fault, idiot! [ blames the ne..twork... ] Bring him back... useless! Useless....
thorny: (彡 you are the lighthouse - the seamark)

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[personal profile] thorny 2014-01-07 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[...ah. it actually stings a little when she hears the angry words, knows from the tears and desperate tone that Oz has departed them for good. she'd been fond of him, foolishly. it was almost despite herself - he'd reminded Rose of John in so many ways, and people like that had always had a talent for worming their way into her better graces.

but this place was, and seemed determined to remain, pointlessly cruel. Rose keeps herself confined to text, unwilling to show anything but stoicism here.]


I think we all know at this point that nothings functions the way it ought to here.
thorny: (彡 lost on the right way)

Re: permavideo!

[personal profile] thorny 2014-01-07 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a reasonable feeling to have. At this point I don't think anyone would be amiss in believing that all of these unfortunate coincidences weren't quite coincidental at all.

[but that doesn't help when you're missing someone, when you've been left behind. Rose knows that pretty well by now]

Will you do something about it?
Edited (it's been too long since it html'd) 2014-01-07 15:16 (UTC)
thorny: (彡 no matter how many breaths you took)

[personal profile] thorny 2014-01-07 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Few people do. But it's better to discover the answer than to think of what has been taken.

[it's better to get angry than to cry. that's always been Rose's opinion on loss - do something, do anything, but for god's sake don't stew in it. not only was it a show of vulnerability, it didn't change anything about the situation]
thorny: (彡 digging around breaking it down)

[personal profile] thorny 2014-01-07 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
If that's what you desire. I was referring less to the overarching answer and more to the specifics - that is, if that's what you want, how will you do it?
thorny: (彡 you lie wide awake)

[personal profile] thorny 2014-01-08 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
I'm [a short pause. even with him gone, Rose would rather downplay any fondness she had] an acquaintance of his.

There's no need to rush, especially in a place like this. The important thing is that you intend to search at all.
thorny: (彡 away away away)

[personal profile] thorny 2014-01-09 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
With that sort of energy at your disposal I'd say the odds of you accomplishing that are excellent.

Of course, now that you've stated it in public you're obligated to carry out your intentions. I'd ask if you were prepared for that, but in this case I think that isn't necessary.