second pill ☂ ( video )

[fairyonacid]

So how does death really work here? [It's a strange question to even be asking, but--]

I heard others died before. Here. Like dead dead. [Not that she's thinking about it, but the girl has predilections for. Well at least the reasons she has in the past aren't exactly here.]

Oh-- also anyone got any cigarettes for trade. I'd say I'd kill for some, but you know... [She wiggles her fingers before shutting the feed off.]

Comments

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[fairyonacid]

i'd only do it if they did. i'm not a horrible person. i've just learned a long time ago people don't really care by default. even if you do.

[text]

[werewolfing]

never said you were

most people aren't they're just caught up in their own shit

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[fairyonacid]

doesn't mean it's right.

[text]

[werewolfing]

sure doesn't

its up toward the top of a long list of shit that isn't

i figure making shit better for yourself is a better long term plan than making it worse for other people until they get off their asses

at least you can control you

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[fairyonacid]

that's why i do it. control. i don't have any, so i can control what i can, even if it makes things worse for me. i'm the one that ends up in hospital and then it's not so bad. it's quiet and people are nice to you. they listen.

even if it all stops eventually.

[Why yes. She is telling a stranger this.]

[text]

[werewolfing]

[for some reason, peter seems to inspire people to tell him way too much about their lives. he's kinda getting used to it.]

why do you stay? if it's that bad, why not go?

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[fairyonacid]

[It's also just Cassie being Cassie.]

friends, i guess. most of them are a load of rubbish, but idk Sid said he cares. maybe i believe him. plus Chris' mom left him. maybe they need me.