[...You know? She's actually happy to hear that. Nill know's what red tape means in the grand scheme of things, even if she's not sure how much good it'll do.]
Thank you.
He wants to keep me out, but I don't mind that now. I don't want to see what's inside him anymore.
[she knows nill can't see her, but she gives a defeated shrug of her shoulders before answering.]
whatever happened to him in NM.. sometimes it makes him push me away. that's how I feel at least. because he thinks I'll end up.. dead, I guess. but he severely underestimates me.
the last conversation we had got me thinking that maybe we should be apart. but I gotta reflect on it which is a weird thing for me to do in the first place.
[Nothing would make Nill happier than Lisbeth leaving Jesse. Seriously. It would probably make her happier than most of the good stuff that's happened as of late. But... if that's going to happen, Lisbeth needs to be the one to make the decision. Nill can't push her to it-- at least not like this.]
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[in prison? awaiting a trial? how could anyone word this delicately?]
there's a situation going on and I don't think he'll be there. red tape and all that. but if he will be, I'll let you know so it's not a surprise.
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Thank you.
He wants to keep me out, but I don't mind that now. I don't want to see what's inside him anymore.
Is it happening now?
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I got some things to sort out over the next day.
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Jesse things?
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I won't go with you, but you can come see me if you want to.
[You know, after. If it's bad. Whatever.]
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It's just a whole other situation entirely that I need to think about.
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Is it anything I should know about?
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whatever happened to him in NM.. sometimes it makes him push me away. that's how I feel at least. because he thinks I'll end up.. dead, I guess. but he severely underestimates me.
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You should do whatever is best for you.
["Not for Jesse" goes unsaid.]
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but anyway, yeah, I'll let you know about the party. if anything comes up, I can just stop by after.
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Take care of yourself, Lisbeth.