[ that's a complicated answer. she hesitates a little. ]

Yeah. [ true. for the time being. ] For a while there, I thought I had gone crazy. But if I had, I'm sure I would have come up with something less wet.

[ she's met some decent people. she can go where she likes. there's no curfew, no schedule. no blue. in many ways, it's an improvement. but it doesn't have rocket. in everything she does is the shadow of her sister; in every action, the need to return, the desire to keep interactions shallow, to not let herself get comfortable.

she lived for rocket for so long, she does not know how to do so for herself. ]