deadelfwalking: so what's up (I can't hear nothin you spittin or sayin)
Koltira Deathweaver ([personal profile] deadelfwalking) wrote in [community profile] exsilium2013-07-13 01:18 am

eleventh rune; unholy; video

[He thought he could handle this situation on his own, somehow. He thought he would sort it out eventually, that it wouldn't matter to anyone but him -- these were creatures designed for his torment, meant to make him suffer. Their harsh murmurs tear at him more deeply and specifically than anyone else; unlike the others, he feels their burning claws slice into his back, their eyes boring into him. The demons curl around his ankles like unwanted cats; they settle in the chinks of his armor and hiss, their whispers as corrosive as acid. They don't tell him anything he hasn't heard before, which is partly why he's taken so long to say anything. He feels sure that the problem was contained--confined, even, to Koltira alone.

But recent posts on the network suggest that this is not the case.

Koltira stands in the center of his lake, on his platform of ice. Byfrost is stuck into the platform beside him, its blade completely invisible beneath the thick, writhing mass of miasma that envelops it.]


I apologize. If you have heard cruel whispers recently, or seen the shadows emerge from the dark and give chase, then I am to blame. They are demons meant for me, released by the evolution of my runeblade.

[He pauses a moment before continuing. His usually inscrutable expression is pained: his eyes are half-closed, his lips are thin, and his long eyebrows are drawn together in frustration. He hates that he has to do this, but there's no other choice.]

I cannot defeat them. They are reaching out from their own plane of existence, a realm of shadows.

[Another pause. He's getting there. It's happening.]

I ... I am powerless to enter this place. But if any of you are willing, I can send you to it. You could clear them away.

[His fingers close into a clenched fist over his chest. He exhales.]

Please.
whatsupcroc: (☇ subdued: so much for that idea)

[personal profile] whatsupcroc 2013-07-14 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome! Plus, just let Mahdi know you appreciate him, yeah? I think he kind of doesn't get how helpful he is when he's helpful.

Or help him install a better lock on his door at home so he starts sleeping, geez!
whatsupcroc: (☇ consider: you have a point)

[personal profile] whatsupcroc 2013-07-14 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
He needs to feel useful. And he can help. Even if he does end up going along with Ashraf 'cause of how things are like there, it's almost better that he get to help than not. You know? To feel like you're in control and can do things to help out, not just be dismissed and stuff.

( Sense of self-worth issues. Ones she knows fairly well herself, particularly when she'd been littler. )
whatsupcroc: (☇ smile: glad to see you)

[personal profile] whatsupcroc 2013-07-18 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you, Koltira!