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[ Feferi looks worried-- frowning, braiding and unbraiding a lock of her hair ad nauseum. She doesn't speak at first, distracted by something offscreen as soon as she turns the feed on. She brings her attention back to the tablet after a few seconds. ]
I have been thinking a lot lately, and I think I understand now what other people have been saying the whole time.
We should leave here. I mean it, just leave the Hold! They cannot do anything about it if we do. I know they can't send us back, and they're probably not going to kill us because they need us, and even if they tried, I bet we could take them on! We fight and win against the UE, why couldn't we fight and win against the Initiative? We have magicians, scientists, doctors... everything! We could make it on our own if we wanted to!
[ She gets herself all worked up the more, the finally sighs and deflates a little, her shoulders sagging. ]
I don't want to be here anymore, I am tired of being the scapegoat for something we didn't do.
[ And, quieter: ] I wish my lusus was here...
[[ ooc: Feferi is currently falling victim to the runeblade shadow demon thingies from this plot here. ]]
I have been thinking a lot lately, and I think I understand now what other people have been saying the whole time.
We should leave here. I mean it, just leave the Hold! They cannot do anything about it if we do. I know they can't send us back, and they're probably not going to kill us because they need us, and even if they tried, I bet we could take them on! We fight and win against the UE, why couldn't we fight and win against the Initiative? We have magicians, scientists, doctors... everything! We could make it on our own if we wanted to!
[ She gets herself all worked up the more, the finally sighs and deflates a little, her shoulders sagging. ]
I don't want to be here anymore, I am tired of being the scapegoat for something we didn't do.
[ And, quieter: ] I wish my lusus was here...
[[ ooc: Feferi is currently falling victim to the runeblade shadow demon thingies from this plot here. ]]
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...Do you really want to leave here?
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Are you feeling okay?
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Do you want me to get you anything?
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How can you deal with being sad like this all the time?
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I used to just mope forever. Lock myself in my hive, and not leave. I spent a thweep or two like that. But then I met Karkat and Aradia online and things got a little better. It wath hard. You know I thtill get thcrewed up thometimes. But it'th jutht thomething I learned to deal with.
It won't latht forever, for you. A week at most. Don't worry.
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[ Insecurities or not, she's still going to find a way to shift herself around and put her head in his lap. ]
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[And he still keeps up with petting her hair.]
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Okay. I'll trust you. But you better be right.
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[He leans down to give her a kiss on the forehead.]
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Okay. Will you stay here for a little while?
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I mean right here with me!
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I live here for the sake of being with you.
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I never really thought about that...
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[And he puts one around her, still smiling a little to be more reassuring, and traces a line over her jawbone, and heading near her fin.]
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[ He's lying. ]
...you are not just saying that to try and make me feel better, right?
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