I respect them. I can use them. I just don't trust them.

Although the ones they have here are much more reliable than the ones where I come from. You don't need to pour in the powder and stuff the ball in and then hope it doesn't explode. Much more efficient... but not nearly as... I don't want to use 'satisfying', because that's not what I mean, but... it's so detached. If I do violence, I want to see the effects of it. Not from bloodlust, but to remind me of what I'm doing and why, so I understand the cost to everyone involved.