strategic_guile: (There's that chip on my shoulder again)
Blaine Thorps ([personal profile] strategic_guile) wrote in [community profile] exsilium2013-06-01 09:19 pm

Fifth | Audio

[The feed cuts on and a voice starts up almost immediately.]

Soooo... [He pauses.]

I was gone for a week, like the Initiative said I would be, but I get back and it's been more like- [Hums a little, as if he's calculating it] -six weeks give or take, according to the network date here. It looks like everything caught on fire while I was gone, too. Go figure.

Not only that, but there's a flood of newbies, too, as well as people I missed from the last one. Anyone willing to give me an update? Or link me to where another thread that explains it would be fine, too.

Anyway, I'm Blaine. Good to meet the new people, and for the old crowd, I'm back.

[Feed cuts off]

[[Action available for Roommates or people who would seek him out to speak in person. All responses will be in Audio unless it's text.]]
vaudevil: (looking over his shoulder)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-02 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I see.

[It then becomes apparent just how many secrets Lee has been keeping from people and he nods his head slowly.]

I wasn't sure if you had left and I was frightened by the loss. I did the one thing that I swore I would never do and that was to become involved in a monogamous relationship. Margulis and I have known each other for several months.

At first, we were just simply roommates. The more time I spent with him, I became involved with him.

[The pain he feels now by his regret in not telling Blaine about him earlier does show in his eyes.]

We...we are more than that now.
vaudevil: (I have it covered.)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-04 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
[He exhales slowly and takes a sip from his cup. The light sound of his cup returning to the saucer is just enough to break the silence.]

I apologize though I didn't want to seem trivial nor treat our relationship as such. I had great times with you.

[He smiles.]

And those memories will stay.
vaudevil: (Yes that is a complication.)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-04 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
Well, the sex won't be available, but I won't stop being your friend.

[He smiles and reaches across the table toward Blaine.]

That, I can assure you. You're an amazing and wonderfully fun person to have in my life and I want you to be happy too.

In fact, I was thinking of having you over for dinner so you can meet Margulis and Saori, my other roommate. She's a lot of fun and owns a tea house.
vaudevil: (we see through time.)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-04 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Lee gives a light laugh and yes, his hand is moved away.]

Yes, she is. She's absolutely adorable! We generally take turns but yes, he has wowed me with his cooking a few times. I hope you don't mind spice.
vaudevil: (Excellent!)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-04 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Well, to be fair, Lee's mind is there almost constantly so Blaine's forgiven.]

Oh, excellent! I think you'll enjoy it. Dinner is at seven. Yes, a proper tea house is certainly needed and Saori is a wonderful hostess. I'm sure you won't be disappointed.
vaudevil: (Yes that's an option.)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-04 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh!

[He places his hands on the table with a smile.]

He's reserved, a quick thinker and he's good with a sword. Although these are not the qualities I find most intriguing about him, he's smart. He's about my age so that makes it a bit more comfortable to be around him.

When we first met, I mentioned women around him and he seemed most disinterested. It wasn't until much later that I found out that he is gay. Now, this didn't mean that once I told him that my teasing was really a means to flirt with him and I meant every word landed me into his bed, there was a lot more than just the physical attraction.

He is taller than me, much like you are, and he can be intimidating. Still, he's a very mysterious person sometimes. It's hard to know what he's thinking at first glance.
vaudevil: (Yes that's an option.)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-05 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll be fifty come August the twenty-second.

[He chuckles softly with the admission to his birthday for the first time to anyone.]

No one else knows the date.

[Although, the little nickname could be seen as an insult by others, he's not taking it that way. Ironically, it seems fitting.]
vaudevil: (Yes! Don't stay up too late.)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-06 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
[Lee laughs softly and turns his cup.]

Actually, I was the one that feared inadequacy. You needn't worry. Aside from the issue, I think you're pretty safe in that department.
vaudevil: (Do you think this is easy?)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-06 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, this is very true. The city had a hard time keeping up with us, if I recall.

[He smirks and takes a sip.]
vaudevil: (Yes that is a complication.)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-09 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[A soft laugh comes from Lee. Even he's going to miss that. Still, it's good to have Blaine's company and attention still.]

Oh, I'm sure you'll find other avenues. The end is never certain and I'm certainly without an end. Basically, you'll figure something out.
vaudevil: (Ick. I didn't think of that.)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-11 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I can't deny that my news to you is sudden.

[He leans back in his chair with a sigh and a cant to his head.]

With everything that we've been given these past few months, relationships are a challenge these days. I will be completely honest, I had thought the Initiative had pulled you to go home.

[He leans forward again to straighten himself in his chair. The entire posture seems boyish on Lee's end that denies his age entirely.]
vaudevil: (*sigh*)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-13 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. Forgive me for my lack of patience.

[Lee lowers his gaze. He wants to wish that he never has to deal with loss but it's not the nature of this place or how the Initiative operates. Either they work in the favor of the project or they are removed from the equation. It still didn't make it any easier to cope.]

I know I said that I would wait, but after losing Leliana, Taicea and Ghost, my heart couldn't take it. I couldn't bear to lose you too and so I hid and sought solace in the one that remained most constant in my time here.
vaudevil: (Yes that's an option.)

[personal profile] vaudevil 2013-06-15 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Blain makes an excellent point and Lee is thinking about that part too. He sighs and nods.]

Yes, I've thought of that. Should he disappear, I think by that point I wouldn't care if I existed or not. Knowing him, if he heard what I had just said, he would strike me on the back of the head for being so negative.

I would like to think that he would want me to be happy and living the way I should. Perhaps then, I'll return my greatness to the public once again.

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