Eridan Ampora | caligulasAquarium [♒] (
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[After a week of isolating himself from everyone in his room and sulking away, someone is feeling a little sociable.
Just a little.
So incoming network post, those of you paying attention.]
the fuck are these lot evven playin at
they bring us here for some grand kinda wwar an yet look at this wwe got nothin to do in the dowwntime right
wwhat do they expect if wwe just stagnate like this wwere all gonna get dull at this fightin malarkey an fuck up sometime dowwn the line
ridiculous is wwhat it is
maybe theyre just hesitant is that it
brought in all a us here an realized maybe its not enough
afraid wwe might attract more attention from those masked bastards an put them in more danger wwe might just be more trouble than wwere wworth noww
yknoww first mission great success wwe cant evven be sure if thats true
maybe they saww the first mission an thought to themselvves holy fuck this wwas a huge mistake
i wwouldnt get too comfortable if i wwere any a you keep an eye ovver your shoulder an all that
theyre already wwatchin us after all might throww a feww a us the wway a the masked as some kinda futile little peace offerin
sure they cant send us home might havve no choice but to off us all off preemptivvely before these guys theyre standin against get wway too pissed off an snap for bringin us here in the first place
just sometin to think about
Just a little.
So incoming network post, those of you paying attention.]
the fuck are these lot evven playin at
they bring us here for some grand kinda wwar an yet look at this wwe got nothin to do in the dowwntime right
wwhat do they expect if wwe just stagnate like this wwere all gonna get dull at this fightin malarkey an fuck up sometime dowwn the line
ridiculous is wwhat it is
maybe theyre just hesitant is that it
brought in all a us here an realized maybe its not enough
afraid wwe might attract more attention from those masked bastards an put them in more danger wwe might just be more trouble than wwere wworth noww
yknoww first mission great success wwe cant evven be sure if thats true
maybe they saww the first mission an thought to themselvves holy fuck this wwas a huge mistake
i wwouldnt get too comfortable if i wwere any a you keep an eye ovver your shoulder an all that
theyre already wwatchin us after all might throww a feww a us the wway a the masked as some kinda futile little peace offerin
sure they cant send us home might havve no choice but to off us all off preemptivvely before these guys theyre standin against get wway too pissed off an snap for bringin us here in the first place
just sometin to think about
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Not once in t)(e entire time we were toget)(er. You never listened to me.
The most you ever cared about me was w)(et)(er or not I was in your flus)(ed quadrant
And even t)(en only because I was )(eiress!
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nevver tried
right
right ok yeah a course howw could i be so stupid
youre right i obvviously didnt givve a shit an paid little attention to anythin wwhatsoevver
like all a those times you kept sayin howw killin the landdwwellers wwas somethin youre totally against right
an the fact that had i skimmed off on helpin you feed that monstrosity of a lusus a yours for a little wwhile problem wwould a been solvved swweeps ago
but no instead i keep that little huntin routine goin to help you out
an you knoww wwhat fef thats somethin else ivve been meanin to bring up
didnt really get a chance last time since i had a fuckin telekinetic yellowwblood comin at me wwith his shitty 3d lazers
i asked you ONCE
a single fuckin attempt at wworkin towwards gettin you into a flushed quadrant an suddenly its all i cared about i mean really
REALLY
if you hadnt noticed after you accused me a tryin a get you to auspisticize betwween me an sol i outright fuckin said i wwas DONE wwith all that
are you so wwrapped up in this idea that sad ol lonely eridan ampora cant movve on from her immaculacy feferi peixes an that maybe JUST MAYBE any an all further attempts at communication from that point on couldnt possibly a been just harmless attempts at checkin up on someone he cares about
no a course not im the bad guy here right
obvviously this is all nothin but lies wwhy am i evven botherin
cant fool you after all if it aint wwhat you think then its some tremendous kind a falsification goin on
seriously wwhen do you draww the line betwween assumin im bein dramatic an genuinely feelin wwhat im sayin is there some kind a method im missin here
cause from my point a vvieww it just looks like youre assumin EVVERYTHIN is theatrics a some sort
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