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[theguideless]

[forward this to about 3-4 in the morning.]

Hello
Is anyone awake?

Comments

[theguideless]

It is what i was told to do.

[whatsupcroc]

Oh! Told by who?

[theguideless]

My family I was a Darkov it was different then

[whatsupcroc]

What's a Darkov?

[theguideless]

People made into things to kill monsters

[whatsupcroc]

Well that's kind of rude of the people making people into things to kill monsters. :(

[theguideless]

My family didnt know about it

[a delay.]

But its all right now

[whatsupcroc]

You're okay now?

[theguideless]

Yes

[whatsupcroc]

Good! I'm glad. I mean, it's good you're okay. Or at least... I dunno, I think if someone's going to be used like that they should have some choice in the matter.

Are you happy about it

[theguideless]

I am not Darkov anymore I am happy to be here.
It is different but good

[whatsupcroc]

It's the best when different can be good. I think most different can be good, except when it's like losing all control of yourself and living as a spectator in your own life kind of stuff. That's the real bad kind of different.

[theguideless]

[a delay.]

What do you mean?

[whatsupcroc]

Nothing important! Not here. It's kind of... Have you ever had a nightmare where it feels like you're never going to wake up?

[theguideless]

[MY CHILDHOOD??]

Yes.

[whatsupcroc]

( Wow she's sorry for your childhood Martin srsly )

Oh -- wow, that sucks. But since you know, it's one of those things!

[theguideless]

Was that how it was when everyone was dreaming in each others dreams?

[whatsupcroc]

You mean when the Virtual Reality thing went wacko? No, that was more like being stuck in everyone else's memories with bad video-game writing and stuff.

Man I want to find that guy who did the project, I think it had a lot of potential if done right!

[theguideless]

[a delay. wh...at...is...she trying to say....video-game...]

No I do not think it would be good it was bad for a lot of peole.

[whatsupcroc]

Was it really bad for you? I mean you'd have to control it so it's not staring in our heads and pulling things out of there but if you could do that? It's safer than some practices are but I don't know I'm used to weird mental exercises.

[theguideless]

I caused a lot of trouble because of it iI thought it was real and I hurt people.

[whatsupcroc]

It did feel pretty real, I mean, I mostly guessed it wasn't because people were acting wrong but um I'm sorry that happened for you. Mistakes and stuff, they do happen. It sucks that people got hurt along the way.

[theguideless]

Ive tried to apolgize iI want to but sometimes it doesnt work and some are gone

[whatsupcroc]

You can still say the words. Even when that person isn't here to hear them, I think they still reach them, somehow.

[theguideless]

I hope so