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[theguideless]

[forward this to about 3-4 in the morning.]

Hello
Is anyone awake?

Comments

[theguideless]

Why do you do that?

[urnotafraid]

Survival. I was an orphan in a city full of criminals. There was either the choice to become one of their used up victims or climb to the top of the heap and change them.

[theguideless]

[a delay.]

Are you still going to do that now that you are here?
This place gives us a lot .

[urnotafraid]

I have a feeling that my skills might be something they need in this place. They have a small system in place for a couple things that my gang worked at a lot. They might need a little input to how to really work the system.

[theguideless]

But not to kill more people

[urnotafraid]

...That's something I've grown pretty tired of doing.

[theguideless]

I dont really think anyone should enjoy it.
I am releved to hear that

[urnotafraid]

It was how life was. I enjoy a good fight. I enjoyed protecting the people I called family and fighting with them against everyone else.

I just grew tired of everything else.

[theguideless]

Its good to protect important things though
I hope you dont have to fight if you dont want to.

[urnotafraid]

[ Poor Martain. Sho is a vampire and fighting is pretty much what he is when he isn't subscribing to the emo lifestyle. ]

I won't make other people protect my ass when I can fight. I'm not about to go out a coward.

[theguideless]

[delay.]

What if someone wanted to protect you?/

[urnotafraid]

They can if they want but I don't want anyone to die for me. It's not I can die anyways.

[theguideless]

You cant/?

[urnotafraid]

I can't. It might hurt to get injured but they heal.

[theguideless]

Does it still hurt?

[urnotafraid]

It hurts but wounds heal and don't bother me after they're gone.

[theguideless]

Thats good

[urnotafraid]

I guess so.

[theguideless]

I meant to heal I didnt mean its good to get hurt
I hope thats not what it seemed like.

[urnotafraid]

I know. Don't take it the wrong way but I didn't ask to be able to keep on living.

[theguideless]

Isnt that how all people born are/?
I mean not able to ask for something about themselfs

[urnotafraid]

I wasn't like this all my life.

[theguideless]

Oh
You got changed?

[urnotafraid]

Yeah... Someone got selfish.

[theguideless]

I dont understand