text.

[theguideless]

[forward this to about 3-4 in the morning.]

Hello
Is anyone awake?

Comments

[imusntrunaway]

I see.
Thank you.
I will choose not to go on the missions.

[theguideless]

I think thats good
I do not know if they will make everyone go again but iI have not heard anything in a long time.
You souldnt have to go if you dont want to.

[imusntrunaway]

Even if that happens...
I won't go.
I'm tired of fighting.

[Of everything, really.]

I didn't want to come here.
But they still took me.
It doesn't matter to them.
I don't think they care about what we want.

[theguideless]

I didnt want to be here either a lot of people didnt either
Its not something I understand very good.
What are you going to do instead?/

[imusntrunaway]

I don't know.

[theguideless]

What do you like to do?

[imusntrunaway]

[That's... another tough question geez.]

Um...
Music, I guess?
I played the cello.
But I don't have one here.

[theguideless]

Whats a cello like maybe there is one here/?

[imusntrunaway]

You don't know what a cello is??
Um it's an instrument.
It's big, wooden, and sort of curvy with strings.
I don't think the marketplace will have them...

[theguideless]

I dont know much about music
But i think I saw those when we were at the palace and some people talk a lot about music on here
Maybe you can find one in the city?
Its possible

[imusntrunaway]

Maybe.
I guess it would be nice if I could find one.
It's been a while since I've played.

[theguideless]

Whats it like?

[imusntrunaway]

Like...?
What do you mean?

[theguideless]

What is it like to mkae music with a cello?
I dont know how I never heard music played before coming here

[imusntrunaway]

You don't have music where you come from?
That's... odd.

It's hard to explain over text.
You use a bow to slide across the strings while pressing them down with your fingers.
That's how you make music.
I'm sorry.
I'm not very good at explaining.

[theguideless]

[a delay.]

What does it feel like when you make it does it make you happy/

[imusntrunaway]

[That is met with a very long delay on Shinji's part. He legitimately has to think about this.]

It's okay.
It helps me relax.

[theguideless]

That sounds good
Do a lot of people where you are from make music to?

a wild asuka appeared

[redheadcarrier]

you'd probably fail at it.

just like everything else you do.

[imusntrunaway]

I've been playing it for several years.

[redheadcarrier]

and you piloted the Eva for a few months.

you still never got better at it.

[imusntrunaway]

Misato-san and the others said I was as good as you were.

[redheadcarrier]

who was that who got trapped in the sea of dirac right after that?

oh, right. Someone named Ikari.

[imusntrunaway]

I said I was sorry Asuka
I really am sorry
Im sorry
I dont want to argue with you

[redheadcarrier]

at least you get one thing right.

you really are sorry.