Cassie Ainsworth (
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second pill ☂ ( video )
So how does death really work here? [It's a strange question to even be asking, but--]
I heard others died before. Here. Like dead dead. [Not that she's thinking about it, but the girl has predilections for. Well at least the reasons she has in the past aren't exactly here.]
Oh-- also anyone got any cigarettes for trade. I'd say I'd kill for some, but you know... [She wiggles her fingers before shutting the feed off.]
I heard others died before. Here. Like dead dead. [Not that she's thinking about it, but the girl has predilections for. Well at least the reasons she has in the past aren't exactly here.]
Oh-- also anyone got any cigarettes for trade. I'd say I'd kill for some, but you know... [She wiggles her fingers before shutting the feed off.]
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doesn't mean it's right.
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its up toward the top of a long list of shit that isn't
i figure making shit better for yourself is a better long term plan than making it worse for other people until they get off their asses
at least you can control you
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that's why i do it. control. i don't have any, so i can control what i can, even if it makes things worse for me. i'm the one that ends up in hospital and then it's not so bad. it's quiet and people are nice to you. they listen.
even if it all stops eventually.
[Why yes. She is telling a stranger this.]
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why do you stay? if it's that bad, why not go?
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friends, i guess. most of them are a load of rubbish, but idk Sid said he cares. maybe i believe him. plus Chris' mom left him. maybe they need me.