Well, she does, because she desperately wants someone to tell her it's okay, and she just... she can't tell Ellie about most of this, so Ellie can't offer the comfort Steph needs to hear. But she also knows that if she starts talking, she might not be able to stop, and she doesn't want to make Babs hate Saul.
Which is probably funny, but she thinks the whole government thing is important, and doesn't want to screw that up.
She looks guilty, mostly. Guilty and tired and sad.]
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Well, she does, because she desperately wants someone to tell her it's okay, and she just... she can't tell Ellie about most of this, so Ellie can't offer the comfort Steph needs to hear. But she also knows that if she starts talking, she might not be able to stop, and she doesn't want to make Babs hate Saul.
Which is probably funny, but she thinks the whole government thing is important, and doesn't want to screw that up.
She looks guilty, mostly. Guilty and tired and sad.]
I-- [god, fuck it] Yeah, where's here?