[he is angry for him – angry with him – for all these offenses. truly individual though he is, Kaworu is another lost and tormented child stripped of dignity and strength, yet another one Blue's encountered over the span of his life.
it's infuriating, still, to have had no chance to intervene. but this feeling is his own, for himself, and locked away in the face of Kaworu's torment.
change is always something one is naturally resistant to, particularly when it comes to compromise a strength or confidence one so relies on...and Kaworu's self is redefined in his suffering, as all are redefined in their own. it's not something to wash away or pretend to ignore, lest that pain make it impossible to move forward. it takes a lot of strength.]
It's strength to endure, Kaworu. But I know... [his eyes open, ignorant of free-falling tears.]
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it's infuriating, still, to have had no chance to intervene. but this feeling is his own, for himself, and locked away in the face of Kaworu's torment.
change is always something one is naturally resistant to, particularly when it comes to compromise a strength or confidence one so relies on...and Kaworu's self is redefined in his suffering, as all are redefined in their own. it's not something to wash away or pretend to ignore, lest that pain make it impossible to move forward. it takes a lot of strength.]
It's strength to endure, Kaworu. But I know... [his eyes open, ignorant of free-falling tears.]
It's bitterly unsatisfying.