[He quietly debates if he should try again. Despite knowing that none of these Lilim could understand, the desire to be understood is the same. He wants Billy to feel what he felt, to know how this has shattered the mirror he's used to look back at himself. But why...? It makes no sense. This is compounding the ways that this entire affair hasn't made any sense to him. Kaworu could go in circles over it for hours. He can feel the panic from earlier creeping back towards him.
No. No more of that. It's quicksand.]
You can't help me.
[He shakes his head yet again, trying to drive the fear away away.]
But, you can be here. Just let me stay here like this. Back then, when I realized I could do nothing to free myself after they caught me, I became certain that I would never see you again. And now...
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[He quietly debates if he should try again. Despite knowing that none of these Lilim could understand, the desire to be understood is the same. He wants Billy to feel what he felt, to know how this has shattered the mirror he's used to look back at himself. But why...? It makes no sense. This is compounding the ways that this entire affair hasn't made any sense to him. Kaworu could go in circles over it for hours. He can feel the panic from earlier creeping back towards him.
No. No more of that. It's quicksand.]
You can't help me.
[He shakes his head yet again, trying to drive the fear away away.]
But, you can be here. Just let me stay here like this. Back then, when I realized I could do nothing to free myself after they caught me, I became certain that I would never see you again. And now...