[babydoll shakes her head, brows furrowing slightly at her discomfort. she knows what it's like to feel alienated, alone. that she may, in some form, deserve what had happened to her. she made a mistake, and she regrets it every day.]

No -- I just, I know it can be hard. Going through something you don't want to happen.

[she can't help but ask this time, curiosity getting the best of her.]

What has to happen to let you know you have it?