[ 'At home'. It makes sense to him. Nikolai wonders why is it that there are so many worlds in which children are made into soldiers- and he laughs mentally at himself because it's better to be soldiers than be what he became at her age.
At least as a soldier, you have a purpose beyond purely survival.
(Whether that is true objectively or not, he has no idea.) ]
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At least as a soldier, you have a purpose beyond purely survival.
(Whether that is true objectively or not, he has no idea.) ]
Da. I do.
[ So what is she going to do about it. ]