( admittedly it was cr that she hugged a lot but still )
( Gradually, her breathing calms. ) Set your mind? Are the bad puns deliberate, now?
( Ellie suspects that she should just stop talking about serious things, let them stay in this comfortable place where teasing and joking and cuddling are the staples of their interaction. The other stuff is too painful. Even so, it feels off to hold things back from Steph. She's rather cut her belly open so Steph could see the whole twisted mess of it, and then she can decide if she stays or goes. )
how was i sleepy enough that i wrote the name of CR from a past game LMAO oh me
( Gradually, her breathing calms. ) Set your mind? Are the bad puns deliberate, now?
( Ellie suspects that she should just stop talking about serious things, let them stay in this comfortable place where teasing and joking and cuddling are the staples of their interaction. The other stuff is too painful. Even so, it feels off to hold things back from Steph. She's rather cut her belly open so Steph could see the whole twisted mess of it, and then she can decide if she stays or goes. )