Sortie 01 | Text

[redheadcarrier]

So, who else is staying in their rooms until this is over?

This whole zombie thing is a load of crap.

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[redheadcarrier]

[Uncultured louts, the lot of them.

Also, holy crap Kanaya, way to hit her where it hurts.]

If no one knows you exist, maybe it'd be better if you didn't.

[speakveryclearly]

[Fangs are there for a reason yep]

Thats Not What Id Consider The Moral Of The Analogy

[redheadcarrier]

Death can't be any worse than being unwanted.

[Good God, she's starting to remember the tangled web of reality and weird, dream-like flashes that came with Instrumentality. All of the horrible truths about herself that she was forced to look at.

It's not something she likes remembering. She stays curled up on her bed for a few minutes before adding:]

not that dying would be great or anything stupid like that.

[Mood: plummeting. She's stuck in this weird space between wanting to keep on existing and wishing she could curl up into a ball and just stop.]

[speakveryclearly]

The Moral Of The Analogy That I Intended Was That You Can Take Actions To Ensure That You Are Wanted By Others

[Though now she's thinking about how dubious her own success in this regard has been GREAT...]

[redheadcarrier]

[Sometimes, it seems like that's all she does; vie for approval.]

People should want me for being me! Why do I have to go to them for approval?

[And yet, she does it anyway.]

[speakveryclearly]

How Can You Give Them Approval If Youre Not Present To Receive It

[redheadcarrier]

I don't know!

People are stupid, anyway. I shouldn't need them.

[speakveryclearly]

I Was Under The Impression Youre A Person

[redheadcarrier]

What does that have to do with anything?

[speakveryclearly]

You Just Said People Are Stupid
Im Being Pedantic But I Thought Id Point It Out Anyway
Make Some Effort At Allieving Your Misanthropy

[redheadcarrier]

I wasn't talking about me. Ugh.

Besides, why are you trying to do that?

[Although that does give her ego a little boost.]

[speakveryclearly]

Because Ive Found Misanthropy Is Depressingly Compliant With The Facts Of Reality But Alarmingly Incompatible With Proceeding Through It At All Favorably
And The More I Allow It To Sieze Others
The More True It Becomes
A Toxic Cycle To Be Nipped In The Bud

[redheadcarrier]

I don't need you to fix me! Who the Hell do you think you are?

[speakveryclearly]

Its Not Like That
When You See An Enemy Soldier On The Horizon And Gun Them Down
Is That Fixing

[redheadcarrier]

No. That's combat.

[speakveryclearly]

See

I Think I Am Going To Choose This Moment To Make A Tactical Retreat
Before I End Up Boring You
As I Doubt You Could Bore Me This Early In Our Acquaintance

[redheadcarrier]

You're kind of weird.

[speakveryclearly]

I Get That A Lot

[redheadcarrier]

Gee, I wonder why.

[speakveryclearly]

[She's stopped answering.]