[ Adam doesn't respond to the first part, just hangs his head. The sour aftertaste of his relationship with Megan is still fresh in his mouth, and he finds himself imagining how nice it would be to have her around, in silence, maybe for an embrace or something similar, despite everything.
He idly massages the joint of his shoulder, fully aware there's no point to it but it's a common habit he hasn't dropped yet. It happens, that he does things he really doesn't need to do anymore, unconsciously, only realizing so later and it's best described as disheartening. ]
Not as much as before. The first few weeks were hell. Aside from the pain everything felt so... foreign, like oversized parasites that had attached themselves to me, and I could barely move. Much less walk. Tried to rip them off, once or twice.
[ Should have probably gotten himself some help, back then, but of course he would rather deal with all this manpain like a manly man. Alone. ]
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[ Adam doesn't respond to the first part, just hangs his head. The sour aftertaste of his relationship with Megan is still fresh in his mouth, and he finds himself imagining how nice it would be to have her around, in silence, maybe for an embrace or something similar, despite everything.
He idly massages the joint of his shoulder, fully aware there's no point to it but it's a common habit he hasn't dropped yet. It happens, that he does things he really doesn't need to do anymore, unconsciously, only realizing so later and it's best described as disheartening. ]
Not as much as before. The first few weeks were hell. Aside from the pain everything felt so... foreign, like oversized parasites that had attached themselves to me, and I could barely move. Much less walk. Tried to rip them off, once or twice.
[ Should have probably gotten himself some help, back then, but of course he would rather deal with all this manpain like a manly man. Alone. ]