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Atamagaitai... Sore ga akka shi tsudzukete.

[ He doesn't sound so well, a little hoarse and tired and not his usual smug annoying wat. In fact, it sounds like he is working his way into a full-out sulk. Which usually involves a lot of people getting hurt in creative ways but he doesn't feel up to it. So instead, he will ramble about a few things on his mind. ]

How many secrets are hidden in this place? How many do you think that they will let us find? Their past, their records are incomplete - books with torn pages and blackened names, pieces never fully recovered in the centuries that they have been here.

What of us then? How many of us hide behind masks? How many do not tell truths and how many are not what they may seem to be. [ A brief bit of laughter, ended with a a slight intake of air and a quiet '...shit'. ] The Initiative saw something in each of us that they may put to use. I think that we may need to be open of what that something is.

Or at least learn how to act coherently together. It is always easier to pick off a group that does not work together or so I would believe from various media. Think on that as well.

[ooc; Fail!translation is 'my head hurts... it keeps getting worse'.]

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Some secrets are better left as simply that.

But for what? A mask to blend in with others, or a mask to stand out?

Some secrets get in the way of working with others.

A mask can also protect.

Then you work alone, if it that will achieve more results.

Then that brings up the question of who they are meant to protect. The masked or those without them?

I doubt that this place will allow room for such, especially when it comes to our missions.

... Why do you have a theory about them.

Because I normally only get headaches like this from being outside in full sunlight for hours on end.

So what's your theory?

That there is the residue of an incident from a few months back making itself resurface.

Of course. How silly of me to have expected otherwise.

A past identity, or more.

Or maybe one's true self that they fear would make others fear them more.

Fear should be valued.

Fear can be useful just as respect is.

If not more.

Only for as long as the fear is maintained.

Oh.

[A vague answer. He must not want to talk about it? Rin is curious, of course, but she'll back off.]

Well... what will you do if it's not that?

And after there is no more fear?

Edited 2012-09-20 15:56 (UTC)

[ He has his reasons. He did not need everyone to figure out that he had some issues that needed control. ]

Then I will seek out a healer.

The Initiative fear the United Earth, but it is a less fear than before. Otherwise, they would not have started their program to bring us here.

I can only imagine that their more secretive missions are the ones in which they would allow a solo work to happen.

Good luck with that...

I know who to seek in order to clear this matter up. Don't worry.

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