[ oh sam. this is one of those moments where dean wishes you were still just a wee sprout and the mood could be fixed with a hair ruffle.

dean just runs a hand over his face and sighs. ]

Our timin' with everything kinda sucks though, you know? Point is, you make up for it all, okay? More than make up, if you ask me-- and it's nowhere near as nice as this. But it all goes okay, and things don't end up so badly. [ well, he hasn't quite lied this much in a while, even if some of it is partly true...there's the bad, the good, and then the very, very bad again. he has no idea how any of that ends. ]